Accept: Review #3

So let start by saying my mom is bipolar. One minute she is all, "hey we can work through this just talk to me", and next minute she's evil, saying" stop it your old to do it your self, lets talk in the morning when your in a better mood". She is always like this and I hate it. One day I would like for her to just accept the fact that I not perfect and I still need her. Why does she not want to talk to me? And this just make me mad at home but also at school. I mean it just makes me feel like I'm an idiot and can do anything. I feel everything I do is wrong, and not me just being hard on myself, everyone points it out. Its not easy being picked on for being an idiot, by your dad, mom, and friends. I wish my mom could be there to listen to what I have to say and just know that I'm there. I want to be accepted. I hate this feeling, and I bet everyone else does to. Right? Err...this make me so mad and wanting to scream, but what would she know. (My mom) living in fantasy land believes everything is perfect and I'm (she is) the best mom in the whole entire world. Sorry to break the news to you but your not. I don't know what to do anymore, I just give up. But is it my fault or is it her? I really don't know

Love: Reveiw #2

So at school were reading the o'so famous Romeo and Juliet, and made me start thinking about my life. I have never ever had a boyfriend. The boy I like, well I think he likes someone else, making me even more sad. Why can't he just like me back. I hate me, I am such an idoit for thinking, maybe just maybe he'll like me back and ask me out. What am I to beleive such a thing. I need help! But were can I find. None of my friends can cause they are crap and will also make fun of me in the prosess. Cant ask my mom, cause... well shes my mom. What do I do? I hate my life. Also if this doesnt make this any worse. Everyone is kissing each other and here is me the lonely fat (not really but thats what i picture in my head) kid in the corner. I think most of my humor drives from never being in a relationship, and my crappy friends. What do I do? I am the only girl who has never had a boyfriend. And I dont count the wierd kids, feeling bad for calling them names, but what else should I call them. My life is one big FAIL.

Review #1

Today was pretty bad. The thought that ran through my head was it couldn't get any worst than this, but I was proved wrong. In the morning, I woke up to early, 5 a.m., and did my hair thinking I look like crap today. Everyday I am reminded of my ugly appearance, "though everyone else doesn't think so." I look in the mirror and go down the list of what is hideous, from head to toe. Hair, Face, Body (arms and legs, mainly). The fact of the matter is "overweight". And again the whole, "everyone else doesn't think so." Then came school. We had ERBS, fun :-( . And on top of that normal school. Same as always my friends degraded me, (sarcasm) making me feel wonderful. I pretty lonely, as usual. After school we had a softball game and took my mind away from the stress of school and home problems. But that only last until I say my mom....fun. She make it easy for me to feel bad about whatever I have done. This makes me so so mad, and think about the purpose of life. Driving me home, we didn't talk. She left for a meeting, for my DC field trip. Than I was proved wrong my day COULD get worse. My DC bus group is horrible. The only plus side is I am paired with the hottest guy in school, downside a bunch of nerdy girls that I am not even friends with. Yeah my life, lucky me, what did I do to deserve all this. Now I am writing the first of many reviews of my Awful life.

*Tried to do something, could of done something to me.